The Lively White Lilies and My Spider Webs

November 8, 2007 at 8:31 pm 1 comment


Sometimes I feel like I’m such a cruel, mean, a hard-pusher girl ever lived, as if I swallow all the good things nice people have inside then just leave them dying alone and what’s left of me is satisfied laughter.

And I just walk, walk, walk away, run, run, and hide beside the so-called innocence which people usually think is my bright ability.

So I poured some waters into my white lilies growing up in the garden of my palace where everybody always commented beautiful and lively. They never grew up so instantly cuz I only give them life occasionally. What the neighbours don’t know is what lies beneath the wonderful greengrass–such a dark, spider-web-walls and rooftops, that’s always been a forbidden room they could ever walk into.

And these tears came out of the corner of my eyes cuz I never feel as lively as them who could grow in peaceful air as now these problems attacking my sane days. The thing I feel like regreting cuz it has to do with some people’s hearts and feelings, and I just suck their happiness like Dementors do so they can only be crying and staring into spider webs with an empty feelings inside their no-longer breathing hearts.

What do I do? Hung up the telephone and slept and dreamt about the other victims! What on earth do I really want? Satisfaction? Admiration? Popularity? Significant position? Stared-eyes from the jealous?

I only make them cry…

Nothing I can do to fix it but make silence.

I know I’m a fool the Merlin’s Beard ever swore off!

AND I’M SOOOOOO SORRY.

Please forgive me, God, PLEASE.

So long.

Advertisements

Entry filed under: Love, Screwed-up.

Ayo Belajar! The Magic Blogtheque of Ma-Menace

1 Comment Add your own

  • 1. rickQ  |  November 8, 2007 at 9:21 pm

    Wah..wah…bneran kacau ney

    Reply

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

Trackback this post  |  Subscribe to the comments via RSS Feed


Thank you for visiting my blog! I hope you enjoy your time here. Please forgive me for any bad words or pictures I might undeliberately put in here. Please leave some comments and thank you for coming back again.

RSS Quote of the Day

  • Lisa Kudrow
    "You have to surrender to the fact that you are of too many in a highly competitive field where it is difficult to stand out. Over time, through your work, you will demonstrate who you are and what you bring to the field. Just stay with it and keep working."

My Tweets

  • RT @maulina_atmojo: Aku hanya butuh kamu, buku, dan secangkir kopi. Tenanglah, 2 hal terakhir hanya kamuflase, aku tidak ingin terlihat ter… 2 days ago
  • RT @ronitoxid: seringnya saat kamu bicara terus tentang apa saja aku ga paham apa yang kamu omongkan tapi anehnya aku nyaman karena aku ga… 2 days ago
  • But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart 2 days ago
  • (Cuci mobil sendiri) I: kok ga dibawa ke tukang cuci aja? A: (sambil sibuk ngelap) duitnya buat ke Eropa. 4 days ago
  • Nyetir dalam kondisi hujan deres di sore hari mengharuskan pengendara mobil nyalahin lampu kabut dan lampu kecil mo… twitter.com/i/web/status/9… 4 days ago

Contact

Books I Love

Monthly Posts

Other Information

Click to view my Personality Profile page

Content copyrighted.


%d bloggers like this: